The day seethes with algorithms . . .
its own ifs ands buts
its own talk-talk about all this . . .
the reprehensible coding
the need to fill in the blanks
the how-tos surfacing then receding
the aura pulsating with an indifference
as if grasping at the straws of forgiveness . . .
It's not so much the illusion of indiscretions
colored for the moment
but something else, something ill-conceived . . .
Not the first time, yes? . . .
No, not the first time . . .
Dismayed by the lines
yet afraid of getting caught . . .
Getting caught? . . .
Yes, getting caught in a lie . . .
Not sold on that idea, at least for now . . .
Blaming yourself . . . hating yourself
you begin thinking
there must be a better way
mired as you are in autofiction . . .
Think about the medieval craftsmen
whose meticulousness is evident
even in the most hidden places of church pews . . .
Scarlet Rivera |